Zuty

I am going to advance the story really far ahead, so I will do a quick summary of what happened up until this point:

I meet a girl through WoW named Blackstone, I fell in love with her and she with me, I planned to buy plane tickets for her to fly to where I live (ADDRESS WITHHELD), lots of late night phone sex, WoW was now just a way for us to get in touch, I carved a heart into my palm to show her that I loved her, turns out she has skitzophrenia (OH NOES) so I tell her I will always be there for her and help her out, she starts dragging me down with her, she gets lost in her own little world, she tells me she was sent to Earth by God and that she is the 35th reincarnation of a seer who will bring upon the end of the world and I am to help her, I (being an idiot) go along with what she says cause I really do like her and hope I can fix her, she goes around sucking other guys cocks and getting fucked by other guys and (like an idiot) I forgive her each time, lots of shit happens, lots of therapy and meds (for the both of us), blah blah blah, I think about breaking up with here.

And now the story can begin ...

It was around Halloween of 2008 and my relationship with Blackstone was ... rocky, to say the least. She calls me right before I am heading to my English class to speak with my professor and I get to start talking about Hallows Eve.

"Yeah, so I am going as (FORGET WHAT I WAS) for halloween, what are you going as?"
"Halloween is Satan's birthday, so I don't celebrate it."
"Wait ... what?! Halloween is the second greatest non-Christmas holiday next to Leif Erickson Day. (Yes, I really did say that) How can you NOT celebrate it?!"
"Cause it is an evil holiday silly."
"Will you let our kids celebrate it?"
"Well, you can tell them that they get free candy and I will tell them they will burn in Hell and then we will see what they decide."
"... Goodbye."

I hang up the phone with a grunt.

After I am done talking to my professor I head to my car so I can drive to work, this is when she calls me, in tears.

"Michael *sob* I am sorry, but I did it again."
"Did what?"
"I just needed to feel something so I had (NAME WITHHELD) fuck me in the ass a little bit."
"A LITTLE BIT! Blackstone (USED HER REAL NAME OFC) why are you doing this to me?! Why do you need to sleep around with anything that moves?!"
"Fuck you, as if anyone would have sex with you!"

I was baffled by what she said.

"What did you say?"
"..."
"Is that how it is going to be then? You fucking waste all these years of my life, I trust you with my heart and soul and you just throw it away like its nothing."
"..."
"You don't love you me, you are nothing but a whore."

*Click*

A year later (after last Halloween actually) I get a call from a weird number

"Hello?"
"Hi. Is Michael there?"
"Speaking. Who is this?"
"Its me."
"...Blackstone? (AGAIN I USED REAL NAME)"

Long story short. She tried to get back with me, I told her No, but she kept trying to get back with me. I eventually told her I would be her friend, but nothing more and then she began to slip back into her weird little world and she began to lose grip on reality. I told her I have a girlfriend and she basically said I was her GF and I said No, we are just friends.

She may have killed herself for all I know, I know she cuts A LOT and she attempted to kill her self a few times. Anyway, I could literally write a 4 book series on my relationship with this crazy chick.

In closing: Don't date a skitzo, even if you think you can help her.

Next issue I will go back to focusing on WoW and my other gaming experiences, but this is such a huge piece of my life that I wanted to get it out of the way.

~Zuty